Karen
"The Carpenter's" singing inside my
head
LONE LI ness is such
sad
music, makes me feel soft, mushy
I think of Karen's smile and
sensitivity, her
fragility even
as I walk the hard streets
of a granite-headed city
sadly lacking
aesthetically
don't you remember
I told you I loved you
bay
bee
yea, I do--
the slightly crooked mouth
who has
only just begun
to walk
then learned to run--
my feelings begin to
leak onto the
crooked street
until a pickup truck
blasts some country-fried
whah whah
and I snap back
to the indifferent
reality
of where I am.
Poor
the O'Ryan's across the
street in their sway-backed
shackle ranch; nothing fit--
crooked stairs and lives;
the old lady a harridan
screaming at trespassers from
a window; chickens loose
in yard and barn; six kids,
a father who worked in the
lime kiln, and sat in the
backyard after work
drinking beer and looking
like an escaped convict...
They gave apples on
Halloween not candy.
Flattop
tiny gros beaks in the
tree outside
with flattop haircuts
like guys who did not want crew-cuts
back in the early 1960's
in the old neighborhood
in the old hometown
in a narrow valley
between two mountain ranges
that squeezed the houses and
streets closer together
each year.
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